tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3471093978482840732.post2483640144750855805..comments2023-06-18T08:14:28.991-07:00Comments on X Amount of Time: Half of My Heart (A Dream)Briana Evehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04454210731110060430noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3471093978482840732.post-75151951216710689792013-10-06T22:03:32.303-07:002013-10-06T22:03:32.303-07:00Are you inside of my brain? Haha seriously, all of...Are you inside of my brain? Haha seriously, all of those questions you listed have been mulled over in my head hundreds of times at this point. The worst is that I've some how rationalized in my head that it's not cheating on Blake if I don't kiss or date anyone until I'm sure he's the guy I'm going to marry. Talk about putting way too much pressure on the situation! I think that was secretly my way of getting out of ever having to start a new relationship again because I'd pick it apart completely before it even has the chance to begin.<br /><br />Sorry... I don't know how much sense that even makes to you, but my head is kind of a loop of never ending questions and rationalizations.<br /><br />Thanks for your input :) I really appreciate itBriana Evehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04454210731110060430noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3471093978482840732.post-14486589524462154652013-10-06T21:52:11.204-07:002013-10-06T21:52:11.204-07:00There are many ways this dream could come off to p...There are many ways this dream could come off to people. My thought is this:<br />You want to be happy again, you know deep down you want this. The happily ever after. He would want this for you. Your loved ones want you to be happy again. However your scared that you won't be able to provide your love to a man without hesitation, without questions. can you TRULY be in love again? Will you allow yourself to love without the fear of losing that love?<br />When you get that inner strength to try again, will you constantly think of him when your happy in a new relationship? will you feel guilty? Will this cause you to reject the love given to you by another? Will you be able to see love through the haze of a heartache, will you accept it? <br /><br />You are going through a lot right now. You know that he loved you and you are worthy of being loved again. He will always be a part of you and the loss you feel for him will never go away. He will always be by your side guiding you, so take your time. Heal, laugh, cry, smile. <br />Whatever you do, don't stop dreaming :)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com