tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3471093978482840732.post4748268007174972237..comments2023-06-18T08:14:28.991-07:00Comments on X Amount of Time: Not Ready to Move OnBriana Evehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04454210731110060430noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3471093978482840732.post-2633001332723944282013-10-01T22:27:30.253-07:002013-10-01T22:27:30.253-07:00Actually, no one has SAID anything about it being ...Actually, no one has SAID anything about it being "weird or sad or pathetic" that I'm still in a relationship with Blake or that I post things about him. I think it would take a really cruel person to say something like that to my face. Maybe it's only me being paranoid, but I have a feelings people say those things behind my back. But you're totally right, the only person's opinion I need to be focusing on in this regard is my own. Thank you for reminding me of that!<br /><br />Seriously, that "rejecting" feeling is still taking some getting used to. It surprises me how strong it is, even when guys aren't even trying to hit on me. It's just a weird panic that washes over me when a guy even looks at me too long. I feel like in some ways it's my body protecting itself, but other ways it's a little too extreme and unhealthy. I think I just need to make sure I process it whenever it happens and make sure I'm not overreacting.Briana Evehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04454210731110060430noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3471093978482840732.post-70579264052960712642013-10-01T22:08:05.776-07:002013-10-01T22:08:05.776-07:00ok those people are so dumb. soooo dumb. the only ...ok those people are so dumb. soooo dumb. the only person you need to be focusing on is yourself. follow your heart, i think it's leading you in the right direction on this one. it knows you need healing before anyone else can even get close to you--that's why you get that "rejecting" feeling thinking about other guys. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com